Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Hot Rock Punk Rock

in town tonight

pink and black

plastic heart

shred by light

pray to fat god’s

hexagon sluts

worship and tribute

in three chord struts

strung across pit floor

fish net thigh

dreams of

anoxic brains

po-go-d high

hot topic lockstep

dyed black crush

into the underground

liberty spikes mush!

Friday, December 25, 2009

SARs (starving artist romantics)

Tired, hungry, and frankly unappreciated

Masks do nothing for this infection

It’s in the culture

Chinaski: “The myth of the starving artist was a lie.”

Whiskey and women fuel me too

But I’m not published

I don’t wanna write I just wanna be a writer

Here’s a check for my dues, consider them paid

Just don’t cash that for about thirty years

I’m between credibility’s right now

I’m not worried, it’s temporary

My break’s on the way, writing the novel

Gonna bang out 5,000 words after work

It’s like if Fitzgerald wrote Catcher in the Rye

But with Hemmingway’s pen and Kerouac’s cool

Shopping it by August, mingling in LA by November

Riches and respect to follow

Monday, December 21, 2009

imported afternoon

brazil nuts

fall

from my

hand

costa rum

from

my glass

to cook

in hot

virginian

sun

the ants-

feast

like kings

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Stars are meteors

This poem is a response to this weeks Read Write Poem prompt. The site posts a list of words and challenges poets to create an original work including all or some of the words. I managed to use all except for to or three of the words. Read Write Poem is a great community and a great resource for poets and writers.

Stars are meteors

only when they fall.

Plucked from the celestial shell,

pierced by our neglect

of their glory,

none are moved by their curled descent.

Our backs turned

we feel safer contemplating

telephones and radar,

things built of precious hands

and abiding minds.

We are struck numb by fire

in front of the moon,

confronted with a reminder of

Icarus’ failure.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

snow

There is no greater lie than new fallen snow,

covering hard ground and dead gardens.

The spring thaw

leaves nothing but muddy boots.

Friday, December 11, 2009

Shoot your heroes

I want your blood.

You OWE me blood.

Why Stewart why!

You lied to me.

Kept me blind with half

thoughts.

You’re all hollow.

Joe told me to know my rights.

Okay, memorized ‘em.

Tim told me to give ‘em the boot,

But two black eyes is enough thank you.

Jack said go, go, go!

Fucking where Jack!

I should have done this years ago!

Liberated myself from your words.

It’s for the best.

Close your eyes, it will only hurt a second.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Whatever Happened to the Cheshire Cat?

There is a darkness in this play

Words and rhythm

Lead me down the wrong rabbit hole

Wounderland has scars I don’t remember

Alice doesn’t look quite right anymore

None of this world smells familiar

Pluck out my eyes rather than sully childhood’s memory

Nonsense seemed much funnier as a youngling

The need for sense and meaning burrow into my self

Slipping slick tendrils around my brain stem

I dance to their logical beats of

Meaning and direction

Purpose finds a perch on my shoulder as we walk

Slowly back through the looking glass

Too certain too look behind

I slip into the warm embrace of the

Madd Hatter’s 9-5 logic

Sunday, December 6, 2009

MediaVirus Monday

Addicted audience, give us your ear! MediaVirus Magazine enthusiastically presents our new Issue #5! Featured in this month's issue are poets Casey Quinn, Ben Nardolilli, James Eric Watkins, and Phil Lane. Author Cindy Rosmus graces our fiction page and emerging graphic artist Erin Descoteaux colors the art page. Stewart and myself offer selections from our libraries in the editor's corner, and poet Holly Day is this month's editor's pick. Relax and breath deep, MediaVirus Monday is here!

Saturday, December 5, 2009

The skin biz

Have you ever had

a sunburn so bad it

blistered?

Once

but it wasn’t

too bad

considering.

Considering what?

Considering

the sun is

50 million degrees

fahrenheit.

Is there any

history of skin

caner in your

family?

I came here because

I have a wart on my foot and

I want it removed.

The foot?

The wart.

Please just answer

the questions.

No history of skin

cancer.

Thank you. Have

you ever had a mole

removed?

What does this have to

do with my wart?

Please just answer.

I’ve never had a mole removed

but here’s one for you.

Have you ever woken up face down in someone else’s pillow with last night still wet on you. So sick and sober the only thing that can save you is one more whiskey?

I’m not really comfortable…

Really?

then let’s dispense

with the personal

questions and get to

removing my wart.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Einstein’s Observer

Lifetimes away a star pops

Dante’s nightmare made manifest,

As worlds burn to dust

Pregnant clouds seeded with

Heavy elements draw new life

From gravity’s embrace, falling

Toward stellar nursery’s rebirth

Lavoisier tells us

Nothing is ever destroyed

Even in a star’s death furnace

Mass to energy, energy to mass

In an endless life giving decay

Today’s dust is tomorrow’s Earth

Waiting for Sol to deliver a similar fate

We’ll be dead before the nova’s light reaches us

Seven minutes for goodbyes

But even in those last moments

As space boils around us

Would it mean anything if we weren’t there to see it?

Red Mohawks

Sixth grade the wolves came out

leapt for the throat but got the ears

music changed, the radio died

jangly guitar with whisky delivery

cigarette riffs and three chord sex

mom thinks I’m too young for this

too late, damage done

educated on six inches of plastic

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Box

I’m pulled in by muted horns and ecstatic neon

A smooth old bar patrolled by rough old men

Blue smoke and earthy piano just past the door

The brass screams, greedy for attention

The sax growls low anger

The beat pushes me deep into a chair

Crawls slow up my spine

And settles with envy at the base of my neck

I never could turn air to song

Get up says my brain, you need a new drink

But the band won’t let go

I turn to a hazy eyed patron

Hey man what club is this?

This? You’re in the Pithos, and that’s Pandora up on stage

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Did ma' duty

My Uncle’s description of Vietnam:

Hill 281 was ma’ war

charged up through jungle

and flies and all kindsa shit

animal shit

shit covered pungi sticks

shit from the dead

when you die you shit

that ain’t no bull

whatever’s in you

you shit

fought on that hill for three days

it ain’t the dead that smelt

it was the shit

left 32 men and 4000 shells

on that hill

still can’t get that smell out

My Father’s description on ‘Nam:

Guard duty at Fort Bragg

army reserve baby

watchin’ the brass and

smokin’ some grass

sounds easy but you know what

we had to clean the Generals’ toilets

and boy could they shit

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Same Old Saturday

The night ignites as the final rays hide behind the mountain

Sun down, bottoms up

Firebrand swill

Dark corners of darker bars

Made bright by insight and staged rhythm

Loosen up, just let it flow

Who the fuck is talking to Kara?

Uh-oh, not again

Beer muscles and tough talk lead to

Mayhem in the street

Duck back inside before the real trouble starts

Cops and cracked skulls

Beer washes out easier than blood

Is this the same place?

Somehow not, different walls same stink

Shoes stick to beer and vomit

New corner, same swill

Deepening haze brings out better stories

Monday, November 23, 2009

It's Time We Defined Our Generation

I’m Kerouac

Bullshit! I’m Kerouac!

But I’m the one who travels like him

You drove to the Outer Banks

It’s like 10 hours!

It’s not on the road!

I’m Kerouac, you can be Burroughs

I don’t do enough drugs to be Burroughs, have you even read junky?

Fine, you can be Ginsberg but I’m still Kerouac

But I hate writing poetry how can I be Ginsberg?

Jesus! How about Gregory Corso?

Who’s Gregory Corso?

This isn’t working, let’s start again. I’ll be Hemmingway and you can be Fitzgerald.

How are you Hemmingway your sentences are way too long!

You’re an idiot, I’m Hemmingway for sure and you can be Ezra Pound

Again with the hating of poetry

Oh my god! Just be John Dos Passos

That name sounds made up

You make me tired. Last try, I’m Hunter Thompson and you’re Tom Wolfe

Hunter Thompson? Getting a little full of yourself aren’t you?

I’m sticking with Thompson and you get Lester Bangs

Did you really just downgrade me from poet to music critic?

Dark lord give me strength! You get to be Norman Mailer, last offer

I’ll mail you my last offer, and it’s Kerouac

Why do I even talk to you

iPirate

21st century swashbuckler

Hit and run

On the USS Fileshare

Tells self:

Fuck major labels!

Yuppie execs count cash

While bands roll flush

Tour stops and t-shirts

Keep wallets fat

Music shop manger

Local legend

“Going out of business”

Massacre on a digital scale

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Somethin' Else

i’m sipping cool brown rum in a glass
with three ice cubes
and just the right mix of melted water and liquor
cannonball on my speakers
with a forgotten voice in the back of my brain
if you play Somethin’ Else late at night
with just the right drunk it will change your life
but the stereo has moved on
before I remember a face with the voice
coleman is picking me back up
off the floor, dusting off my booze addled nerves
with his sax and speed
a friend once asked why I listen to jazz while
pushing me toward a different style
metal will melt your face if you play it loud!
i tried to explain,
with no volume at all
miles will melt your brain

Friday, November 20, 2009

Welcome!

Welcome to the blog of Stewart Grant! I have been meaning to start this for some time and finally decided today was the day. My hope with this blog is to share my work with as many people as possible and hopefully get some feedback. I write mainly poetry and some short stories, and will share both along with anything that grabs my interest. Thanks for checking me out!